To transform the inner fears and doubts that keep people trapped in anxiety, so they can live the life they have always dreamed about, feeling limitless, confident and joyful.
At the core of our being is the most sublime part of ourselves, our soul who opens our mind to our limitless self which is filled with love, compassion and caring which we can feel in every moment setting us free us from all unnatural fears to experience a life filled with joy and abundance in all things.
What I Do
I work with your feelings and emotions creating a bridge between your mind, your body and your feelings in a way so changes are easily assimilated into your daily life. You will become aware of a deepening connection with yourself as all the unhappy parts come together creating a sense of wholeness, joy and contentment.
I first suffered anxiety when I was 12 years old and real deep sadness and loneliness. I woke up one morning in a panic feeling as if a lightning bolt had been driven into my chest.
I had spent all my time, up to them hanging with my brothers as we moved around a lot. The oldest two now had serious girlfriends and my younger brother Nick who I developed a deep loving relationship with, was off to a different grammar school than me. I suddenly felt abandoned and extremely lonely. This plagued me for 7 years. I did a lot of soul searching, asking, reading, researching Jung, Buddishm, life after death to find answers. Wasn’t sure what I was looking for exactly until at 19 , Im in a pub with friends in deep discussion about life and relationships when I suddenly shouted at the top of my voice. “I got it’ “I understand”. the pub fun of people just stared at me thinking I was bonkers or drunk maybe. In that moment everything made sense and I felt so safe and so joyful, whole and complete.
Two weeks later , in 1972 Nick suddenly dies in an car accident.
I fell apart. I felt as if my soul had been ripped out of me , That i had lost one half of myself. 6 months hiding at home, not going out, meditating, praying, reading to find answers to his death did not take away the intense pain. And what I had found a few weeks prior now seemed lost to me. And I was starting all over agin but this time from a place of feeling totally in pieces. I studied mediumship, healing and psychometry. I sat in a spiritual development circle for many years. I contemplated suicide. I went in to panic wondering how i could cope with going a lifetime without seeing Nick or holding him in my arms. The loss of a loved one has got to be the most despairing, experience.
But in all of this I did slowly come back to find myself and I discovered what I thought was this deep inner strength who I called god was my soul, the centre of my complete being. So I set about learning the road map between the soul, the mind and the body. Over many years developing my healing gifts, more study and training . I experienced incredible spiritual insights and had incredible spiritual experiences that confirmed what I had always trusted and believed in, this beautiful loving being that resided in each one of us that we could connect with to to heal our pain and reconnect to ur core identity, our soul.
Not content with 3 dark periods of my life, yes there was another when I was married to an alcohol and became a one parent family for 5 years when I was 8 months pregnant.
I had contemplated suicide when Nick died, during the emotional turmoil of my first marriage and now again in 1998 when I had a nervous breakdown, This time I experienced my life falling apart in yet another way. I could see that I was dismantling my self, in order to find my true self. There were times when in deep despair I could feel my cells dying and telling me to stop this, and find my way out. As always I meditated as best I could between dark foreboding thoughts and almost manic highs.
Panic attacks were nightly occurrences that had me fighting for my life. But I got there and found my way out of the maze. Only to realise that I had been putting off starting my business for too long and regardless of what happened that is what I was intent on doing. I didn’t care about the security of a 6 figure salary. I knew I had to heal others , not in parallel to my career as I had been doing but instead of it. I learnt to see myself during the panic attacks from another place and the road map which was quickly filling up with new information. I couldn’t put it off any longer and I came up with my system. in 2001 I started my healing business